Redacted Memories Lyrics

Ive got a novel full of words

Full of stories and characters

You'll never meet

I've got a diary of broken

Inappropriate unspoken

Philosophies

I've got a calendar that doesn't have

A summer or a spring

It just goes straight from the winter

To the fall

I've got some spaces in my timeline

And redacted memories

It's like there's no proof I was ever

There at all

Heavy with all that I've ingested

Swallowed down but not digested

Waste of space

Out of breath, my ears are burning

While my bloated stomach's churning

In its place

I'd typically just vomit everything

Up onto the stage

Binge and purge and binge and purge

Ad nauseum

But now my muscles seem incapable

Of working that way

And now I'm losing all of my

Trust in them

And it's fine, it has to be fine

Cuz there I was but here I am

With no account for my lost time

And it's fine, it has to be fine

Cuz it was stolen by the circuitry

Right out of my mind

I'd tell you everything I know about it

But it seems that I forgot it