MY Life Lyrics

This is gonna

This is gonna take some time

Finding ways to free my mind

Trying to understand life

And learning so much about mine

You say that you never lie

I can see in your eyes

And maybe thats why

I don't trust none of these other guys

Cause you got some things that you need to attack

Sorry to say this but I don't feel bad

But you need to hear this

As this is affecting my life

I wish it was so simple

Like the days that we'd be together

But I was young

And there's no way that you would think thats forever

Cause people change

Times have changed

And I have grown in ways

That you can't imagine

People grow up

It's just something that happened

Yes I've been blank for a while

Get told that I hardly smile

But that doesn't mean I'm upset

I just got things in my head

And I'm tryna figure it out

Just tryna see if there's reasons to smile

Cause I can't read you

And you can't read me

So I'll just sit back and watch

How this plays out on the screen

You said you was there

But weren't there

For the years

When I cried all them tears

Not talking a child

But I'm talking a kid

Since 16 you was treating me big

Treating me grown

Left me to fund all my dreams on my own

And now you're hurt

I'm burst

I tried

To talk

But you didn't listen and that made it worst

Your trauma

Is deep

And you need to sort that shit out

Cause now it's affecting me

And this is MY life

My life my life my life my life