Someone's last word Lyrics

I was just a child

And my thoughts were suicidal

Broke ass sad baby

This is what i've died for

Sorry mom i don't understand what are you smiling for

And sorry if your son can't resist this world anymore

Tried so hard to understand what's wrong with me

Cried the shit out of me, still don't know who i'm gonna be

And when my time will come, please keep breathing

This is what i want, i'm happier like this

I've tried so hard to look cheery for you

Hoping that you'd have never figured it out, sorry ma

In my head you're okay with dad on the sofa

I'll always picture that, even resting in this graveyard

And if dad will ever say that he did something wrong

Say to him that he was the one who gave me strenght & hope

And if you'll ever think that this could be your fault

Please don't, i was just not made for this world

This world

This world

I was just not made for this world

This world

This world

I was just...

This world

This world

I was just not made for this world

This world

This world

I was just...

I remember myself fallin

Almost touching a blind spot

You were always there

Stop me before ground does

I remember myself fallin

Almost touching a blind spot

You were always there

Stop me before ground does

I remember myself fallin

Almost touching a blind spot

You were always there

Stop me before ground does

I remember myself fallin

Almost touching a blind spot

You were always there

Stop me before ground does

Sorry mom!