Alot Of Times Lyrics

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It was a lot of times when I ain't have nun mane

It was a lot of time when I was down but I always kept my head up I always kept going

Let's go

It was a lot of time when I was hurt & a lot of times when I was down

It was a lot of times I ain't have shit if I jump in the water would you let me drown

It was a lot of time I wasn't up when I ask for help they all let me down

Be the same one suppose to be family when you call on them they nowhere to be found

But it's all cool it's been like this in the beginning I'm slowly losing my trust

In this life there is no happy ending we just gone live and turn into dust

Veri keep your head up it's only us

If it's not about money then you need to hush

I ain't gone lie this shit fuck me up can't take back what happened no need to dicuss

Time after time I be going through lot

Can't ask for help they just gone sit and let you rot

But soon as you up they got they hand in the pot

Spending this with the fam we worked hard for this knot

A lot of times I smoke just to keep me from flashing

A lot of times I smoke just to keep me from crashing

So much self love that's why I drip in fashion

Talk so much to a phone but not about that action

Not gone lie that family word don't mean shit

They just laugh in face but behind be talking shit

I always thought family mean more than shit

Had to realize they not real they gone switch

They switch like the weather

Had peep shit and think more clever

Eyes full of zaza im smoking that pressure

A lot on my back but I make it light like a feather

My dumbass shouldn't never broke bread

Can't blaming niggas most of em misled

They wanna see you on your deathbed

My intentions was always just to get bread

This summer I'm coming out drip like some water

Reason I go hard to put a smile on my daughters

If it ain't about cheese then don't even bother

I be damn I wife something who got a whole roster

But it's all cool been like this in the beginning I'm slowly losing my trust

In this life there is no happy ending we just gone live and turn into dust

Veri keep your head up it's only us

If it's not about money then you need to hush

I ain't gone lie this shit fuck me up can't take back what happened no need to dicuss

Sorry I been in my bag been gone to long but I'm gone spend the time that we lost

What you know about them late night talks to yourself on how to become a boss

It's crazy how you only learn what you was taught

This life a gamble no matter cost

I been to myself I need some time off I'm only 21 just been in my thoughts

It's a lot going through my head & it's a lot going through my mind

Is you gone help me count this bread or you gone help me waste my time

Let me know know so I can leave you behind

Not a lot of people ask me if I'm fine

Not a lot of people ask me if I'm straight and not a lot of people want to see me shine

I'm gone make it regardless I'm ready for whatever I don't care how long it takes

It's okay to mess up in order to get where you going you got to make some mistakes

Every day some new can't even catch a break

Talk behind your back but they smile in your face

It is what it is y'all can just keep talking at the end of the day I'm still gone get paid

It was a lot of time when I was hurt & a lot of times when I was down

It was a lot of times I ain't have shit if I jump in the water would you let me drown

It was a lot of time I wasn't up when I ask for help they all let me down

Be the same one suppose to be family when you call on them they nowhere to be found

But it's all cool it's been like this in the beginning I'm slowly losing my trust

In this life there is no happy ending we just gone live and turn into dust

Veri keep your head up it's only us

If it's not about money then you need to hush

I ain't gone lie this shit fuck me up can't take back what happened no need to dicuss