december Lyrics

And I'm a cunt, yeah I despise you

Got so many drugs in my system, that's how I do

I kept on going up, popped some more because I like to

I bleed out on the floor December long with or without you

Okay, now shut up

Hold your breath 'til you turn blue

Fuck up every little thing

You'll do what I do

I saw death

In the room

All around you

And every time I do a line

I'm begging for another heart attack

And every time you kiss me I pray to god you love me less

And every time I fall asleep I hope I wake up dead

And every time I bleed I hope it empties out my chest

Give me pain

It's all I know

You fuck me up

And I endorse it

i swallow up

These cures

And i treat my mind

Like it's poison

I needed you

Six months ago

Six months too long

That's what caused it

And every second

Drags for too long

My heart's gone

Now I've lost it

Give me pain

It's all I know

You fuck me up

And I endorse it

i swallow up

These cures

And i treat my mind

Like it's poison

I needed you

Six months ago

Six months too long

That's what caused it

And every second

Drags for too long

My heart's gone

Now I've lost it

Kill the lights. turn the beat up

Do you feel it?

Just took 20mg

But i don't feel it

You won't believe me

'Til i do it

Go find me a body bag

And put me in it

Alprazolam

Safe haven

I just want to empty my head

Oh, you don't get it

Got brain fog

Need sedation

You won't ever listen to me

Who am i kidding?

Give me pain

It's all I know

You fuck me up

And I endorse it

i swallow up

These cures

And i treat my mind

Like it's poison

I needed you

Six months ago

Six months too long

That's what caused it

And every second

Drags for too long

My heart's gone

Now I've lost it

Give me pain

It's all I know

You fuck me up

And I endorse it

i swallow up

These cures

And i treat my mind

Like it's poison

I needed you

Six months ago

Six months too long

That's what caused it

And every second

Drags for too long

My heart's gone

Now I've lost it