
NEVER Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
I never meant to hurt you know
I never meant to be this way
See I'm a product of my environment statistically born to fail
I feel my time is near but still got so much more to tell
I know I ain't the only one but yet I'm still alone
I need a change of scenery but yet I'm still at home
Drowning in my own sorrows still stuck in the past
Feeling happy for a minute but still nothing will last
Sticking needles I'm my arm so I can numb the pain
So ashamed of the person I've become today
I feel the noose around my neck just getting tighter with time
I need some help I beg the lord to get me right in my mind
Don't wanna quit but I don't see no other option for me
I hope you find me first cause I don't want my momma to see
Her baby boy has given up cause he fell victim to drugs
Even though you were there for me with unconditional love
I'm so cold hearted don't even have no love for myself
So tell me how someone like me can ever love somebody else
I never meant to hurt you now
I never meant to take your heart and tear you down
I never meant to be this way
I never meant to tell you its gone be ok
I never meant to tell you that lie
I never meant for precious time to pass me by
I never meant to hurt the ones I love
Never meant to hurt the ones I love but did it anyway
I feel lost in time trying to get my life back
Is it really worth it though I'm looking at the price tag
Barely can afford to even make it to the next day
Nothing left to lose might as well fuck it let's pray
Lord forgive me for all my sins and all that I've done
I'm catching up to God the devils got me on the run
I put the blame on myself I put it all on me
It wasn't mother or father it wasn't poverty
I put my self in this situation I'm over it
This life is a blessing and there's gotta be more to it
Get myself clean get back on my feet and then grind
No wasting no time let me play back the beat and then rhyme
I got one last chance at redemption and I hope I don't fail
I don't wanna die alone or be broken in jail
I wanna tell my kids I did my best and never surrendered
But when I got I hope that you will always remember, that
I never meant to hurt you now
I never meant to take your heart and tear you down
I never meant to be this way
I never meant to tell you its gone be ok
I never meant to tell you that lie
I never meant for precious time to pass me by
I never meant to hurt the ones I love
Never meant to hurt the ones I love but did it anyway
I never meant to hurt you now
I never meant to curse you down
I never meant to cause you pain
I never meant to cross your name
I never meant to be this way