Fucked Up Lyrics

I really fucked me up

The fact I let a thug

Thug

A thug

The fact I lost a feeling with these drugs

I hate I had to take it for what it was

& I finessed em out that rod lil buddy bluff

Look me in my eye

Stop hiding emotions pushing them aside

I'm steady trying to forget you in a high

Feel it all when I'm sober

I'm a solider

Done got older with this shit

Standards never lowered

The goal got closer

Cant deny closure with this shit

Never judged you off your hand I watched how you play it

See you falling getting out your character I try to go save it

Like if its a problem we gone solve it I'm the one to say it

Pure with my intentions no hidden agendas cause I'm the type can't fake it

Front street with my problems you'll prolly catch the best & worst of me

Certain shit can't get to me they took the emotion in first degree

I aint fucking with your camp cause ain't no cheddar in it

Stayed down, waited my turn, didn't dick ride then got better with it

How could I get over reality? I'm going with my best option

Love & hate relationship with the streets might be my worse problem

A damaged heart that can uplift or kill you got to treat it with caution

Keep a float and stay to myself cause we ain't fucking with Stockton

I watched my brother raise my niece from a cell

Tell her that he gone off the college but he done gone off to jail

Yea he ain't have it all together so you cant judge for what he did

Did his his time & stayed solid

Came home

Took care his kids

Triple stack

Yeen the only nigga getting money

Matter fact double that

I ain't get as mighty as I wanted matter fact double back

Try to play me end up playing yourself I cant trip

Cause you was already behind me nigga

I'm playing my step playing myself

I really fucked me up

The fact I let a thug

Thug

A thug

The fact I lost a feeling with these drugs

I hate I had to take it for what it was

& I finessed em out that rod lil buddy bluff

Look me in my eye

Stop hiding emotions pushing them aside

I'm steady trying to forget you in a high

Feel it all when I'm sober

I'm a solider

Done got older with this shit

Standards never lowered

The goal got closer

Can't deny closure with this shit