Lost Love Lyrics

All the females from my past ended up hating me

Still to this day surprised that they all dated me

Never ever rated me they hated on my latest scheme

I'm Living like a wasted fiend while waiting on my faded dream

And that's probably why known of them stuck around for long

I loved my music more then them smashed equipment on the lawn

Came home saddest day Probly ever in my life

Saw my smashed mpc computer screens a blue mic

Shit you know I lost my cool was yelling loud bout what I'll do

I scared her straight she flew the coop but broke my heart before she moved

Watched her pick up all the pieces shot em up that bitch need Jesus

NataOne now isn't preaching but that chick shes got a demon

Deep down in her soul I'll think of her when I am old

or dying on the concrete shot up out here in the cold

To get to the start of the story I gotta take you back

Right to when I met her before the story got sad

To a time I still had a smile on my face

Me and her would fuck for days all sorts of kinky ways

Only living for that moment never thinking bout tomorrow

Knowing that are time is borrowed found our love in all our sorrow

Almost like we were meant to be met each other devils eve

Next days Halloween we fed off all our shallow dreams

Living in a condo on the east side of Toronto

Now were lost up in a bottle all we do is cuss and holla

At one another on the daily fucks its gotten really shady

Drinkin all the time my memories are all so really hazey

I remember you were crazy still called you my baby

No matter what we did our love was never ever lazy

So me and her were together almost felt like forever

Had our ups and downs never gauged our love by a measure

Way to clever way to young my heart was severed when were done

I still hold her closer to my soul then anyone

Your first love comes and goes at least thats what I've been told

Believed it fully but but I guess there's forks in everyone's road

But the path you end up taking is to each their very own

So don't let the bullshit pull your queen from out her thrown

Weeks turned into months then into many years

Then I got a phone call and it brought me rite to tears

Everything that you told me made me understand your fears

But your across the country I cant even bring you near

Told you to trust yourself and do what you know is right

Same week got word that you be on your flight