I'm Not Okay Lyrics

This the end of the line

It's my one last cry for help

And I'll write this as a letter

For a goodbye to myself

Let's do this one more time

Even though it's painful

Rip my heart out from my chest

Spill it all out on the table

Well I don't know if I dragged on

Sorry if I'm bothering you

But here I come with another sad song

Disguising it with a happy tune

Do you know, me well enough?

To know the hell I'm going through

But even then, feels like I should shut up

Cuz you shouldn't care

I'm not okay, i wanna cry

If only my fears, could run and hide

I wish you were here, right by my side

So I know I'm not alone, now

I'm not okay, i wanna cry

Don't wanna be scared, so I have to try

to spread out my wings, and fly up high

It's the only thing I can do

And now my only escape

Is an online fantasy

But I know my real problems

are back in reality

Don't need to sympathize

The journey's yet to unfold

Need to plan out my escape

From this prison made of gold

With all this time spent on "one last push"

Now the flame is burning out

But I can't seem to lay this torch down

Still have to show what I'm about

Even then, if I try

My current best isn't good enough

So while I'm off, chasing shadows and dreams,

Who'll be there for me?

I'm not okay, I wanna cry

If only my fears, could run and hide

I wish you were here, right by my side

So I know I'm not alone, now

I'm not okay, I wanna cry

Don't wanna be scared, so I have to try

to spread out my wings, and fly up high

It's the only thing I can do

It's the only thing I can do

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay, i wanna cry

Don't wanna be scared, so I have to try

To spread out my wings, and fly up high

It's the only thing I can do