Delusional Lyrics

Is it even okay (is it healthy)

For a girl to feel this way (is it helping)

I don't know what to say or do

It feels like a game with you

When the cards switch around

(Yeah I'm hopeless)

First face up then face down

(And I notice)

Just how much you make me wanna change

Make me crazy

Switching up all day

Cause' I'm staring at the ceiling from the bottom of my bed

Thinking of the things I could have said before you left

Then that feeling washes over and I'm mad again

Never thought I'm like this

Think I'm going insane

When one day it's sunshine

And the next it's all rain

Cause' one day I'd take you to mountain tops

Then I'd leave you lonely in a parking lot

But I'd still get a gift for your birthday

While I try to fight all our mistakes

Thinking about your touch makes my heart tight

But I wanna punch you in the same time

Is it wrong is it right is it anything

And I just being

Delusional

And I'll admit I'm not usually

This distraught

I'm the kind that always has

Her mind made up

But I'm dealing with someone like you

I never know lie from truth

Yeah one day I'd take you to mountain tops

Then I'd leave you lonely in a parking lot

But I'd still get a a gift for your birthday

While I try to fight all our mistakes

Thinking about your touch makes my heart tight

But I'd wanna punch you in the same time

Is it wrong is it right is it anything

Am I just being

Delusional

Gonna be honest cause' I don't wanna lie

I like to think I'm all decided but it's there in my eyes

The pages just keep turning

I keep learning

I keep burning

It's concerning I don't know why you brought me here

And trust me when I say that there's no easy way back

Cause' the more I remember the more I get mad

It's never an easy way out

Yeah one day I'd take you to mountain tops

Then I'd leave you lonely in a parking lot

But I'd still get a a gift for your birthday

While I try to fight all our mistakes

Thinking about your touch makes my heart tight

But I'd wanna punch you in the same time

Is it wrong is it right is it anything

Am I just being

Delusional