Real Life Lyrics

This ain't my real life

No this ain't how it's supposed to Be going

And no this ain't every night

I just go up just to deal with the Cold

It's helps with the long flights

But I don't think I want to fly Anymore

I really don't know what I'm doing This for

Yeah

She was a baddie now she's an Addict

She was in love with the in crowd

She was a treasure now she just Tragic

Now she just frail and thin now

All of the cash and all of the trips

All of the pics of all the drip

All of that shit is now in past tense

And she would admit she only Deal with

A dude or even a chick if they had Them seven figures

I'm talking whips and cribs the Jewelry and thangs you had to be That nigga

With all the lean and the pills that Her body could take

She no longer know what is real And what's fake

She's losing her friends and even Her faith

Now she can't feel her face

She used to party on weekends

But now she be geeking

She up everyday now

People keep saying that she Tweaking

They worried that she can OD any Day now

Said she so tired in her very last Tweet

Family so worried been missing a Week

When she high is the only time That she feels free

Before she blacked out she told the EMT that

This ain't my real life

No this ain't how it's supposed to Be going

And no this ain't every night

I just go up just to deal with the Cold

It's helps with the long flights

But I don't think I want to fly Anymore

I really don't know what I'm doing This for

Yeah

Thirteen months later she feeling Elated she fresh out of rehab

All of her friends that were fake Concerned are there to welcome Their girl back

Wasn't too long fore she's back on That shit

Back on the gram and back posting Up pics

Double her cup but now she Pouring up six yeah she good with That mix

She took a whole and a half of a Perc cause she said that she Starting to come down

Even her friends tried to tell her You're moving too fast you need to Slow it down

Said she was bugging and starting To trip

And she needed help and had Started to slip

Paid em' no mind and continued to Sip

Decided to hop in the whip and Just dip

Now she speeding and texting and Flying down Western with tears Up in her eyes

And she texting her parents while Driving so reckless just trying to Apologize

Tears in her eyes make it too hard To see

She's losing control and slammed Into a tree

Rescue and fire tried their best to Revive her

And The last text she sent to her Parents read

This ain't my real life