DON'T WORRY MUMMA Lyrics

Yo

I'm sitting in this hospital ward, and it's just me I'm all alone in-between these four walls

Nowhere to go

I'm drowning in the deepest of thoughts, I miss my home but I can't bare to speak to mum on the phone

Feel like a bum and it shows, I'm at the lowest of lows

And its a burden knowing that I contribute to her woes

So when I call I'll keep it short and sweet

I try to hold the tears but always seem to choke and weep

I promise mum it won't be long before again we meet

I'm here to learn to stand on my own feet so I can firm the dips and the peaks

Sometimes I'm better but I know that all the shit will repeat

And I'm aware that it'll pass whether a day or a week

But in my ruts I beat myself up 'cos I feel like I'm weak

Internally I wanna fade into the darkness and eternally sleep

If I converse with the universe it isn't all bleak

I need to meditate, and find some peace and quiet helping me to elevate

Right now I'm using weed to get me high - it's everyday

I hear the screaming coming from the voices in my brain

I'm trying hard so I can end up in a better place, working on my mental state

But I've got so much on my plate that I could feed a nation

Knowing that I should be doing better the frustration gets me down

Emotions are a circus so does that make me a clown

For just floundering when I can swim

I don't wanna drown

Don't worry mumma 'cos I'm doing this for you

Don't worry mumma this a dream that I'll pursue

Don't worry mumma promise I'll be better soon

Don't worry mumma 'cos I'm doing this for you

Don't worry mumma 'cos I'm doing this for you

Don't worry mumma imma pattern up my moods

Don't worry mumma imma fix me like I'm new

Don't worry mumma 'cos I'm doing this for you

You're my motivation

You never stop, you've got this job that gives you no vacations

And I can't put in words how much you're such an inspiration

It must be tough for you but you're never complaining and you never get complacent

You seem to take it in your stride - I've seen it take you places

And everything you do for me you're honestly amazing

I'm sorry that I fucked things up because I started blazing - but I'm changing that for you

And like I said I'll fix myself until I feel brand new

I know that with you by my side it won't be later - rather soon

I love you to the moon and back a million times

I'll let my actions prove it more than these civilian rhymes

I get inspired when I see resilience in your eyes, you're brilliant and you help me shine

Forever grateful that you're in my life

You've shown me things are temporary - I can make it right

And that the answer never comes from cutting with a knife

Forever grateful that you're in my life

Don't worry mumma 'cos I'm doing this for you

Don't worry mumma this a dream that I'll pursue

Don't worry mumma promise I'll be better soon

Don't worry mumma 'cos I'm doing this for you

Don't worry mumma 'cos I'm doing this for you

Don't worry mumma imma pattern up my moods

Don't worry mumma imma fix me like I'm new

Don't worry mumma 'cos I'm doing this for you