To the country Lyrics

If you must know, I blamed myself for such a long time

It makes a lot of sense that he is still on my mind

I'm older now, I wanna wanna be here alive

The boys are back, I'm feeling strong, I wanna do something right

I head back to the country, I was scared for so long

I cross the bridge, I see the bay, I sing a sad song

Two friends came to the show I played at comet ping pong

It's easy to admit that I had really done something wrong

It's foggy, I smell chicken shit, there's nobody around

I met with Bip, bought Pete a Duster record downtown

Can't wait to see Crush Velvet boys, where are they all now

It seems like everybody knows the shit that went down

I'm not exactly sad, I'm just surprised I got hit

Surround yourself with lies and art and treat me like shit

Nobody's mom, nobody's wife, and nobody's kid

I go to work, I drive back home, and really that's it