My Own Hell ft. Sora999 Lyrics

This pain never ends I'm gonna blow my brain

I can't take no more meds they're fucking up my health

Doesn't matter what I do I end up sad again

If it doesn't get better its gonna lead to my death

Locked up in my room I roll a thousand blunts

I can't trust nobody this city is full of cunts

Can't get out of this depression I've been like this for months

Get me out this spiral I'm gonna slit my guts

I'm living in my own hell satan's gonna visit

She don't care about me she just wants to kill me

Bitch I'm dripped in my ricks she wants them and my spirit

Can't get out my head I live in a prision

Running down town

On them pills

With the draco with me

I'm gonna end you like a bitch

And then im fucking leaving

You're a disgusting little bitch

And I'm about to kill you

Don't need to pray for me

I'm already missing

In on them pills

On them drugs

Ye I'm a ghost

Snorting lines

Smoking blunts

Can't doze

I can't numb this pain

I'm going to blow my brain

But my aim ain't the best

I'm a fucking mess

I want to die alone

Everyone arround me feel so fucking false

I can't even trust myself

And I don't care I need a fucking rest

I can't stop thinking

My own friends don't visit me

I need a fucking chance

To stop this fucking pain

But nothing works

I'm living in my own hell