MEMORIES OF YOU / ON MY MIND ft. Raymond King Lyrics

You don't really need to tell me what you're doing with him

Cause I'm up late just thinking of when

I bought a plane ticket just to come and see every little thing

What it wouldn't be

And I know you didn't mean it when you broke my heart

But it's so hard to tell then and now apart

Daydream of the worn-down streets

And that one dark corner on that one dark road

And the songs I used to play when I'd drive you back home

Every little heartbreak that I couldn't control

And the way you fucking tore my heart out and crushed it

I'm still thinking of the way that you tore my heart out and crushed it

Unfamiliar roads lie ahead of me

I'm still sorting through your pretty little fantasies

I don't really know where I'm going next

But I know I have to choose between the memories and you

Memories of you

Can't forget your face or your touch now

All I know is you fucking lost out

And these tidal waves bring you so down

But I need to choose between me and you

Memories of you

I could see it coming, from a mile away

And every time I tried to ask about it, shit was vague

You know I never played along with all the silly games

Thinking back on how we even met how far we really came

And all it really fucking took was just a story swipe

You talked a lot of game it had me wanting something more in life

It made me push away cause I ain't know if I was ready

But the hurt inside your soul right when I told eyes heavy

Made me rethink myself, rethink decisions

I tend to love blindly but with you I kept my vision

And that's what made me bring you right back from your moms

To open up a life with me together we were one

I never had a person love me like the way you did

It started so unlikely but we found a way to mix

So now because of you I'm fucked up in the head

Cause all I do is search for you in every girl I'm with

And granted when I think about you all I choose to see

Is all the better times we had it felt like ecstasy

But since I've taken all this time to truly just reflect

I never realized how bad I had it til you left

All those fucking times I let you yell up in my face

And I would take it on the chin

Because I thought you was the one for me

But now it's years later as I ponder on the trauma

I was feeling like a hostage, it was you who had the gun to me

So what you gotta say?

What you gotta tell me?

Claiming that you love me when you kissed another fella?

Drove you home from work was when you broke it to me slow

Without a second thought I just forgave you yeah I know

Feeling like a sucker man cause even to this day

You kissed another dude and then you second guessed our ways

To make it even worse I wanted just to take you back

Without realizing things would be so different after that

Summertime had passed and I was heading back to school

You couldn't stand the thought of me not being there with you

But goodness gracious girl how you quick you was to just get over it

You spent more time with other people learning to get over me

I was out there grinding so excited just to see your smile

Every Friday after class I hit the freeway 90 miles

Pulled up to the gate and punched the code to get into your house

Your car was never there and not a mention of your whereabouts

And all I thought was to myself I didn't have the balls

To end this shit with you because I thought this life was ours

Every chance I had you found a way to make stay

I believed it to the death me there was no other way

I don't think you understand how much that I had planned

We were different but together felt just like the perfect match

Cause you gave me what I lacked

And you vice versa

But thinking that you changed was a mistake I made worser

By this time I'm sure that you can guess just how the story ends

No we not together but we promised to remain friends

Today I've said a lot I know would prolly hurt your feelings

I apologize for everything you know I'm still reeling

You used to hit me often now it's every few months

I guess I just still think about the way our lips would touch

Now I don't wanna end this thinking back on how it didn't work

I would rather just remember how we laughed and loved each other first

If there's one thing I promise you I wouldn't change a thing

Our paths were meant to cross and now we're better people see

I wanna let you know one final thing before I go

I'm so thankful for these memories I'll never let 'em go

Unfamiliar roads lie ahead of me

I'm still sorting through your pretty little fantasies

I don't really know where I'm going next

But I know I have to choose between the memories and you

Memories of you

Can't forget your face or your touch now

All I know is you fucking lost out

And these tidal waves bring you so down

But I need to choose between me and you

Memories of you

Once upon a time

I had a girl divine

I thought she was the one for me forever

Saw her every night

Zero fucking fights

And I could never get her out of my mind

But I never saw it coming

What she was gonna do

The 16th day of the tenth month

I read that fucking text in front of all my friends

I tried to play it cool but I know that

I failed

Still don't know why you bailed

It's much too late for us but I still

See your face inside my dreams

And out of all the things

You're on my mind

Still on my mind

You're on my mind

Still on my mind

You're on my mind

I tried to let you go but I don't know how

And if I ever do it you'll be coming around

You're on my mind

I tried to let you go but I don't know how

And if I ever do it you'll be coming around

You're on my mind

One long summer that I couldn't stay sober

And I kept composure, should've broken down

Say you love me but you broke me forever and I'll never be the same

Cause of you, cause of you

One long summer that I couldn't stay sober

And I kept composure should've broken down

Say you love me but you broke me forever and I'll never be the same

Cause of you, cause of you

Three long years that I'll wait for you

Three long years that I'll wait for you