- Genre:Acoustic
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
I like to lie awake
Between the times
When early turns to late
I find it easy to just run away
From life mistakes
I never want to face
And I've been noticing
I say I'm fine
Desensitized, detached and
Out of place
And when they ask
I tell them never mind
Cuz they may empathize
But they will never know my pain
Cuz they'll just never really know
Know, know my pain
Cuz they'll just never really know
Know, know my pain
So I'm just left stranded here
All alone in my thoughts and regrets
And I can't fucking stand it here
I've been lost in the dark with
The trauma I tried to abandon here
But it doesn't really matter in the end
Cuz they'll just never really know
Know, know my pain
Cuz they'll just never really know
Know, know my pain
Cuz they'll just never really know
Know, know my pain
Cuz they'll just never really know
Know, know my pain
Stayed awake another day
That helps when you live
Every day like its your last
I think I'm fucked up in the brain
Wish I could stop replaying trauma
From my past
This isn't meant to be my note
But if I turn into a ghost
I really hope that I don't burn
Before I crash
And I don't want to stand alone here
With a slipknot on my throat
Because the more I do
The more I feel de tached