and i try ft. Aiiden Lyrics

It's a darken place in the depths of my eyes

They crystal but they vacant like I already died

I say I'm paper chasing

But the pussy left dryer than a fire burning up

Its more desire just to fuck

Instead of flowers and a hug

But I'm finding compensation

From the lack of actual love

In which I thought I had but whores would be a bug

Yeah, and the signs up from above

Running out of luck

Split decisions as my time is running after me

I'm stuck in every moment

Like I'm floating with no gravity

But shit, I suck at running

Never wanted to be an athlete

But when the push, it come to shove

I'm riding with my cavalry, actually

I been happier than this very point in time

Just a glimpse before the bliss

That I'm always tryna find

I take vacations from my mind

Like this space created

So my mom can wake to see the face in

Which that I would call mine

Cause shit she'd rather die

Than a life I'm not alive

So i try

And I try, and I try, and I try

And I try, and I try, and I try

And I try, and I try, and I try

La la la, la la la, la la la

La la la, la la la, la la la

La la la, la la la, la la la

La la la, la la la, la la la

Uh, as I'm pacing down the corridor

I'm thinking about my battles

Like a warrior awaiting war

My life don't really matter

But I'm nervous rocking back and forth

Like standing on a ladder

That nobody holding for support

I don't force the score

But I can make it even

You're lucky your talking to me

And not my inner demons

Cuz its just all this endless cycle

I can't ride it out

They say that I'm a psycho cuz

They know what I've been writing about

This my death note

And I got three wishes

Me, myself and I are

Getting tired of this living

Cuz we just always be remaking

All these bad decisions

That's just the dictionary

Definition of addiction