Rain Lyrics

Living my life in the deep end

Never knowing which way to go

To climb my way out of this hole

I take pride in my ability to persevere

But I need a new approach

My resolve is weakening

And I am losing sleep

I need to end the lies

And start asking questions

What's the deal with the misery

That I perpetuate?

Am I just a masochist?

Well maybe it's true

I've grown accustomed to

This pain, I can't live without it

At the root of it all

There's a lonely child

Who is desperate to feel loved

That's why I choose to isolate myself from the world

I know that it all sounds backwards

But as an adult I've grown

To believe that I don't deserve love

Is it worth the time to ask?

What's the deal with the misery

That I perpetuate?

Am I just a masochist?

Well maybe it's true

I've grown accustomed to

This pain, I can't live without it

It's a storm that I manifest over and over again

Yeah I find solace in the rain

I've been in it for so long

I need to find a way to thrive without suffering

What's the deal with the misery

That I perpetuate?

Am I just a masochist?

Well maybe it's true

I've grown accustomed to

This pain, I can't live without it