Not My Year Lyrics

Fill up my cup

I've seen enough

Cause no one told me you'd be here

It's just not my year

And if I weren't so blind

then I wouldn't have to hide

From you so long

After all this time

You still think that I'd buy

Your bleached-white lies

Fill up my cup

I've seen enough

'Cause no one told me you'd be here

But I'll face my fears

And I'll be okay

If you don't say

That you had hoped you'd see me here

But it's not my year

(Y E A H)

Can't get a win

I'll force a grin

House burned down, I went to jail

Baby I have been born to fail

I got no love, I'm drunk on sight

Blacked out at night I'm dead inside

We know that it was fucked up

What you did to me

Weighed down, burning in my bed

You're kerosene

It's crystal clear and now I see

that we were never meant to be

Goddammit Fuck Me

Fill up my cup

I've should be drunk

'Cause no one told me you'd be here

But I'll face my fears

And I'll be okay

If you don't say

That you had hoped you'd see me here

But it's not my year

No I'm not drunk enough right now

I need a few more to hold me down

I crashed my car, I lost my job

I can't pay rent, live with my mom

And no one told me you'd be here

I guess it's really not my year

Oh yes it's really not my year

It's really not my fucking year

And I'd be okay

If you don't say

You hoped you'd see me here

But it's not my year

It's really not my year

I guess it's not my

I guess it's not my year

It's really not my year

It's really not my