Big Dreamer 2 ft. YSN Fab Lyrics

From the complex to the hills Mama

Used to do it for the thrills Mama

Had a man up in the house but I longed for no real father

Still chasing these dreams

Shit is smoke and mirrors nothing what it seems

Heart of a lion there's no one that can compete

They tell me see you at the top but I know we'll never meet

Yeah but I know we'll never meet

Cuz I know it's meant for me

His truth gone set him free

These days you keep in real small circles around him

You know these frenemies be quick to let envy arouse 'em

Built up barriers for protection when you overlooked him

Funny is character being built up while no one's looking

Crazy how the new me he don't recognize the old me

Nothing ever happened to me no it always happened for me

Ma told me on this journey one thing for sure you gone learn

Tell it in your own words your story on your own terms

We coming from humble beginnings give a fuck what they thinking

Never give in or was in prison by others opinions

Watched you go through the worst we all get side tracked

But through the hurt put God first that's a life hack

Bless em' almost lost you more often I should be there for you

In the hospital lost it machines breathing for you

Distracting his absence raised me single handed

This world a balance beam we out here tryna stick the landing

From the projects to the hills Mama

Used to do it for the thrills Mama

Had a man up in the house but I ain't never had no real father

And so I chase these dreams

I'm on the rise but the bridge still not as steep

Heart of a lion there's no one that can compete

They tell me see you at the top but I know we'll never meet

Yeah but I know we'll never meet

Cuz I know it's meant for me

The truth will set you free

Believe half of what you see this ride comes with pain and scars

That's why I had to blood the seats

Same clothes several weeks

Mattress on the floor I could barely afford to eat

Was mentally always strong but my body getting weak

Had a sore liver poor dinner blisters on my feet

These hoes will do you slime like they created the streets

Got so much pain built up inside me grab the pen and release

The stakes are high I came from getting by stacking all my pennies

Downin' Heney just to feel alive

Hit the corner peel it wide

I fuck wit her feelings aside was feeling hurt I couldn't cry

It's not bout where I'm going it's more bout what I leave behind

And like my father left me abandoned

How will I ever be a man if I was never taught the standard

Watch my cousins get pampered and my Mama dismantled

I got some questions only God gon' know the answers

From the projects to the hills Mama

Used to do it for the thrills Mama

Had a man up in the house but I ain't never had no real father

And so I chase these dreams

I'm on the rise but the bridge still not as steep

Heart of a lion there's no one that can compete

They tell me see you at the top but I know we'll never meet

Yeah but I know we'll never meet

From the complex to the hills Mama

Used to do it for the thrills Mama

Had a man up in the house but I longed for no real father

Still chasing these dreams

Shit is smoke and mirrors nothing what it seems

Heart of a lion there's no one that can compete

They tell me see you at the top but I know we'll never meet

Yeah but I know we'll never meet