My Ex Did Cocaine Lyrics

(There ain't nothing I can do about that, but I'm always acting so sad, I got to do this)

I don't wanna be around no more

I just wanna sit on the ground some more

I just wanna pick up the pills one more time

Smoke blow till I can't feel no more

I've been two years clean but I feel so gross

I be kissing on goth girls, coke in their nose

But no one knows that I feel like a ghost

Blowing ghosts in my face when I hang with my bros

Hard being sober surrounded by drugs

Go to the party, I'm posting it up

Back of the club, and I cry like a hoe

And I cry in the dark cause' I'm missing my bro

2018, so close to a casket

Never thought death was a thing till I passed it

I watched my friend get put into the ground

Held all my crying, but where is it now?

I got to therapy, I got depression

But I'm getting tired of answering questions

Looking for answers that I cannot find

End of the day I'm just wasting my time

Shawty want love, well me too

I just do what I got to do

Talk for a week and then we're making out

Make it out of the pain and she's breaking it down

She crush a line, I make lines on my wrist

She getting blood on her mouth and we kiss

We're finding love in familiar ways

But now that it's over there's nothing but pain

I'm staying the same

She don't know my name

I'm stuck in this pain

I'm making it out