This Is Where The Fun Begins Lyrics

I may be smiling on the outside

But I'm dying on the inside

I can tell you that I'm alright

But I know it's all lies

This is where the fun begins I'm

Fighting off all the voices inside

Testing out the patience I have spare

Ripping out chunks of my own hair

I'm feeling super low

I don't know where to go

I'm confiding in my beer

And nothing's really clear

No I'm not okay

I can't come out and play

Cause when you look at me

I may be

Smiling on the outside

But I'm dying on the inside

I can tell you that I'm alright

But I know it's all lies

Just a drop in to the ocean

When we lost all motion

I can tell you that I'm just fine

But I know my own mind

Today is a brand new day

It's sunny outside now what do you say I

Stay indoors and don't say a word

Or leave my bed and walk with the herd

It's time for me to go

I'm done with feeling low

This emotion is driving me crazy

I'm packing up my things

My hat and my earrings

I need to make a change for me

Before I lose my mind

I'm smiling on the outside

But I'm dying on the inside

I can tell you that I'm alright

But I know it's all lies

Just a drop in to the ocean

When we lost all motion

I can tell you that I'm just fine

But I know my own mind

You changed my life

For better or worse

(You showed me my life's worth living)

(You found the parts that were missing)

I'm coming home

I'm no longer alone

(You showed me my life's worth living)

(You found the parts that were missing)

I'm smiling on the outside

Not dying on the inside

For the first time in my life

I can tell you I'm

Fucking fine

Drop in to the ocean

I've regained all motion

I can tell you that I'm alright

Cause we know I'm just fine

I'm smiling on the outside

(This is where the fun begins, I'm)

Not dying on the inside

(Fighting off all the voices inside)

For the first time in my life

(Testing out the patience I have spare)

I can tell you, I'm

(Ripping out chunks of my own hair)

Fucking Fine

(I'm feeling super low, I don't know where to go)

(I'm confiding in my beer and nothing's really clear)

Fucking Fine

(No I'm not okay, I can't come out and play)

(Cos when you look at me)

I'm fucking fine