Meloncholy Lyrics

You don't know how much I need you

While you're near me, I don't feel blue

And when we kiss, I know you need me too

I can't believe I found you

You got things on my mind that I just don't know how to say to you

Sometimes I wanna get away, then I wanna lay with you

I wanna take away your pain, keep you safe, pray for you

And on the other hand, can't spend another fucking day with you

But, I'ma fight for this family until my last breath

Sometimes you are so demanding, but you deserve the best

I know that life is a gamble, it puts us to the test

Nothing we can't handle together, something we manifest

I don't wanna go, because I know you got a hope

And it never gets old, and I'm knowing that I'm made for you

And as the story goes, yeah, I'm reaping what I sow

But my karma's coming soon, I'll be feeling what you're going through

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I've been on the waiting list

And even completely changing, I cannot seem to change this shit

Never been one to just cave in, but girl you are so amazing, so persuasive

I can't help it, day I met you, swear I felt it

Felt the attraction, now we're two halves like a fraction

Say I show no compassion, because the lack of reaction

When you keep saying, you gon' lead me over bullshit that's happened

Leave the past where it's at, then hopefully we can move on

But my mind is constantly running in circles

Because of the drama, I don't wanna hurt you

Sometimes you push buttons and do it on purpose

I know that you love it, but is it all worth it

Nothing above it, you act like I'm stupid

Hate it, I love it, it's all so confusing

So hard to function, my heart is abusing my brain

Knowing that I should reclaim

I got things on my mind that I just don't know how to say to you

Sometimes I wanna get away, then I wanna lay with you

I wanna take away your pain, keep you safe

Pray for you and on the other hand, can't spend another fucking day with you

But I'ma fight for this family until my last breath

Sometimes you are so demanding, but you deserve the best

I know that life is a gamble, it puts us to the test

Nothing we can't handle together, something we manifest

The fuck is you saying? Are you insane

The pain is infectious, the message was clear

Under the impression that pressure was clear

It's a misconception, I'm making it clear

How do I prove that I wanna be here

How do I trust when it's me that I fear

Love with your beauty, I hate all the tears

I speak to you truly and always sincere

Don't listen to nonsense when it's in my ear

Got a clean conscience, I've opened my heart

It's a slow process, but I got the patience for progress

And no, I'm not playing the part

In it for good and that's it from the start

The injured they could, couldn't tear us apart

I do as I should and I make you my missus

Your kisses I'm missing whenever you're gone

I got things on my mind that I just don't know how to say to you

Sometimes I wanna get away, then I wanna lay with you

I wanna take away your pain, keep you safe

Pray for you and on the other hand can spend another fucking day with you

But I'ma fight for this family until my last breath

Sometimes you are so demanding, but you deserve the best

I know that life is a gamble, it puts us to the test

Nothing we can't handle together, something we manifest

Sometimes our love is cancerous, to me it is the answer to the questions I've been having

So passionate when we're laughing at each other's jokes

But I'm in love with that, I just hope you know

No matter where you at, that I'll be there for you and I'ma marry you

I'll take care of you when you're sick

I'll take the good with the bad, the happiness with the sad

I love you through thick and thin

Ain't no other could've shuttered this

I love you, only heard of you, I'm Shakespeare with a pen

I'ma catch a fucking murder

Anybody ever hurt you, not gonna speak on this again

Anybody ever hurt you, not gonna speak on this again

Anybody got a problem, you can bitch about them dollars

I'ma make them meet their end

Baby, you are my wife, the one I want in my life

And no one's ever been this close to me

That's where you're supposed to be, I've been noticing

Lately there's no control in me

I love you more and more every day

Hoping you feel the exact same way

If you don't, then fuck it, two tears in a bucket

We're gonna find out soon, today's the day and I love it

Got things on my mind that I just don't know how to say to you

Sometimes I wanna get away

Then I wanna lay with you

I wanna take away your pain, keep you safe

Pray for you and on the other hand, can't spend another fucking day with you

I'ma fight for this family until my last breath

Sometimes you are so demanding, but you deserve the best

I know that life is a gamble, it puts us to the test

Nothing we can't handle together, something we manifest

Hope you're glad with what you've done to me

I lay in bed all day long, feeling melancholy

You left me here all alone, tears running constantly

Oh, somebody kill me please