Find My Peace Lyrics

And if you maintain peace lemme know how it feel

I been filled with hurt & pain since my cousin got killed

Then Trump got elected, & my sister got ill

Y'all don't even know I tried to overdose on some pills

Still feeling those chills, God the only one can judge me

Had the girl of my dreams & then that shit turned ugly

She wasn't even wrong, it really was hard to trust me

Pushed her away for you hoes, but now a Nigga is lucky

Cause this life taught me that I could lose it all inna second

I been feeling too alone in this shit since a adolescent

I could only blame the cycle of living for my aggression

I was lashing out, mad at the world, led to possession

Of things that made me, Rico C, grow up much quicker

Had friends who played ball & ones that squeezed triggers

And most of them same niggas, is some of my fallen members

And I ball for em everyday, hope y'all remember

And they ask me what I think is my biggest pet peeve

Prolly u other rappers, giving more than I receive

Needed they love & support not material things

Longshot from that life, but a nigga can dream

Far from finished but I feel like sometimes the end is near

Niggas be hating bad, they not in my atmosphere

Homicidal agendas, they favorite door in the rear

Y'all mask it with fake love, the message is very clear

So the question that I ask is how can I find peace?

Niggas see me inna streets & wanna up they heat?

But the world stop & listen when I rap over beats

Even though I'm a king, it's hella stones at my feet

And then u gotta show a nigga that u never was sweet

The shit is valiant to them until they R.I.P

Move swifter, u know niggas at ya T.O.P

Pray to God I survive & I find my peace

Talkin to my brudda Scoot he say I need a Grammy

Imma a win a few & give my first one to our granny

Shoutout to my blood, getting married in Miami

See us all happy is a must, I up the ante

God took his time when molded me in Mickey

Made me sensible as fuck, I feel when niggas iffy

Niggas making slick remarks, I really feel the envy

They might backdoor you for a Johnnie's beef & Stimmy

If they say it's war, shit I'm going out like Tony

Cause certain niggas phony, everybody ain't my homie

Sometimes reaching pinnacles a leave a nigga lonely

But shit it's for the best, protect yo life & yours only

So find peace nigga!

Cause if you don't, then you gotta grab a piece nigga

And inna end, we might say Rest In Peace

Protect ya soul, made of gold, for yo peace nigga

So I'm hoping that we all find peace nigga