Not Capable Lyrics

I feel I'm not capable

I'ma try but I can't hold you down

I feel I'm not capable

Push everyone away don't want nobody round

I feel I'm not capable I just can't figure out

I feel I'm not capable feel like I'm under water

Yeah it feel I'm bout to drown

Looking around somebody save me

Oh I'm finna drown mind been flooding crazy

Thoughts got me losing my sanity

They call ask I'm ok I say yeah but inside that what I mean

That ain't I want I feel no

Growing old being alone that's truly wat I fear most

So I'm living life reckless

Shut everyone out they wasn't there when I really felt neglected

Push me to the edge

Feel I could flash out any second

Me and trisha back and forth that's some shit forgot to mention

All them bitches say they love me and they got me where they at

Called Teshi the other day to check on her recording right now still waiting for that call back

I feel I'm not capable

I'ma try but I can't hold you down

I feel I'm not capable

Push everyone away don't want nobody round

I feel I'm not capable I just can't figure out

I feel I'm not capable feel like I'm under water

Yeah it feel I'm bout to drown

Find it hard to ease back

Find it hard to keep my calm find it hard to relax

Never really show emotion keep it bottled up

Cause I was taught that how you supposed to thug and give it up

They fake with me but I be real as fuck

It's the little shit that matter though

At a young age I seen real shit graphic close

Instead of trying help they judge me and attack me though

Don't really talk or show I play me hand close

Poker face on

Wouldn't know the truth unless I put it in these damn songs

But promise till the end I just be thuggin

Death gotta be easy my life been nun but a struggle

On my own I got it straight from off the muscle

Tatted my momma name I thought I'd hear the words I love you

Damn I ain't hear the words I love you

I feel I'm not capable

I'ma try but I can't hold you down

I feel I'm not capable

Push everyone away don't want nobody round

I feel I'm not capable I just can't figure out

I feel I'm not capable feel like I'm under water

Yeah it feel I'm bout to drown