Reflections ft. Luke Steffens Lyrics

I try not to dissociate

When I see my own reflection in the mirror

I'm trying to convince myself

That these feelings will go away

Why do I put myself through this

Every moment I have is spent

Trying my best to just impress

People that don't even care

Losing myself in a cognitive loop

Where I try to solve my problems with a bottle

Popping pills so I can push through the pain

But I'm just trying to break the cycle

But it's all my fault

I took it way too far

I had no consideration

For the ones that i'd hurt

I lost control and tore apart at the seams

Looking into my reflection

I've lost the will to breathe

To let it go

And leave it all behind

Is just something that I can't afford

I'm a slave to my own mind

All hope is gone and i'm destined to fail

Locked in a battle where I know I won't prevail

Dead elegance

Spilling out of the cracks in the mirror

Eyes turn black, covered in glass, wilt into my nightmares

Memories fade, slither away, living in decay

Will I ever escape this grave

The emptiness

Unsure, if I was made to suffer

Unsure, if this will last forever

I've found my peace after five long years

But I promise in the end

We can try to fix this

Lets let it go

And leave the past behind

We can build towards a better tomorrow

With our newfound peace of mind

I try