Been Back Lyrics

It's been a couple years since I've been alright

Following the road back

Been lost in the dark but the happiness

Won't come from Prozac

Memories of us when we used to be so close

Yea we fell so far

You left the pain in my heart

So long, hell of long, I'm

Just me all alone, I

Say I feel alive, but

I know I really don't, I

Keep working, I keep trying, I

Keep failing I keep flying high

I said I love her but I don't know why

I'm not no valentine, I'm not that kind of guy, I'm

Just myself

I know its messed up I'm like a ship without a captain

Yea it just don't sail

I'm like a product that expired

Yea I just don't sell, Aye

Feelin like a kid again, that A-D-D, the ritalin

Was always eating toast with the

Sugar and the cinnamon

For breakfast in the morning

Then one day without a warning

Mama told me pack my bags, that we leaving

Didn't understand the reason

We believed in anything she would've told me so we left

But I also left childhood and grew up quick

All my happiness and laughter, man, it didn't exist

Filled with regret at a young age

Punching on the wall addicted to the rage

Now I'm picking up the pieces of the aftermath

Because the wrath was the way that I paved

It's been a couple years since I've been alright

Following the road back

Been lost in the dark but the happiness

Won't come from Prozac

Memories of us when we used to be so close

Yea we fell so far

You left the pain in my heart

So clear, I see it so clear

I act like I'm driven but I'm riding on the fear

Scared to lose it all but I'm not living like I'm here

One day ill be gone, it might be next year, damn

Had to let that sink in so you can understand

All the ways that I be thinking

My minds always racing like I'm Usain

And basic thoughts in my brain

I'm clinically depressed to think I'm insane

I don't got a care to give about the rest what they say

Mayday, planes going down

It was caught in the crossfire headed for the ground

It exploded on impact, didn't hear a sound

I was going so fast

Didn't even notice it was gonna be my last breathe

In that moment realizing it was my death

I can see my lifeless body rise right in front of my eyes

Into the clouds say my final goodbyes

To the old me, he can't hold me

He don't know me

I'm a whole new person that for certain

I'm working to be the best version of myself

It's just me there isn't anybody else

Always battling the hatred for myself

But I'm feeling like a new man, got a new plan

Feels good when you really love yourself

It's been a couple years since I've been alright

Following the road back

Been lost in the dark but the happiness

Won't come from Prozac

Memories of us when we used to be so close

Yea we fell so far

You left the pain in my heart