Birthday Lyrics

I'm trying not to call you on your birthday

You said you hated me on mine

I can't help but overthinking

Those messages I left on read online

You called me your favorite worst secret

Would mastermind each footprint to your design

Every string you pulled, your worst intentions

Tying that rope tighter every time

So stab me in the back showing off that perfect smile

Would crystallize each message left as mine

Mirroring your favorite flaws

So break me up, seven's bad luck

You locked me in a tower, I didn't mind

Does it make you stronger when you cut me down?

Does it make you feel better when you're cursing me out?

When the party's over and no one else is around

Push me in the deep end

I'm so much better, now that I've drowned

I wrote you a song when you turned eighteen

A kaleidoscope of wishing wells and favorite memories

Build me up, a puppet for your schemes

But I don't think you ever cared for me

I don't think you ever cared for me

So stab me in the back showing off that perfect smile

Would crystallize each message left as mine

Mirroring your favorite flaws

So break me up, seven's bad luck

You locked me in a tower, I didn't mind

Does it make you stronger when you cut me down?

Does it make you feel better when you're cursing me out?

When the party's over and no one else is around

Push me in the deep end

I'm so much better, now that I've drowned

So I'm trying not to call you on your birthday

You said you hated me on mine

I can't help but overthinking

Those messages I left online