Pretending To Exist Lyrics

Running out

There is no time for apologies

The moment to cross the line

The moment to fake a smile

Something just broke inside

Something is empty now

I look at my face

I hate

Every step feels like a mistake

And I keep wondering lonely

If it´s worth to live in this pain

Living inside my head

I confess

That I´ve been trying to smile

That I´ve been hiding this pain from them

Clenching my hands with strenght

I´m just fine

I´ll keep pretending that I´m all raight

Killing my self in my mind

I swear you can trust me now

Under my bed is where

Symptoms seem to fade away

I feel like nothing

I´m just the no one´s friend

I´m the cause of my mistakes

I´m done

I was born this way, I guess

And I keep wondering lonely

If it´s worth to live in this pain

Living inside my head

I confess

That I´ve been trying to smile

That I´ve been hiding this pain from them

Clenching my hands with strenght

Words keep bleeding

Chest is burning

Scared of dying

Tired of living

Words keep bleeding

Chest is burning

Scared of dying

Tired of living

And I´m sick of pretending

That everything is all right

Every fucking day

Feeling the same way

I´m fine I´m fine

That´s a lie

I´m not fine

The truth is

I was never fine

And I keep wondering lonely

If it´s worth to live in this pain

Living inside my head

I confess

That I´ve been trying to smile

That I´ve been hiding this pain from them

Clenching my hands with strenght