by myself Lyrics

I cannot be by myself

I cannot be by myself

I get lost inside my own head

Why'd you let me go that day

Was there anything I could've said

Dreaming all the pain away

Drinking makes me feel safe

Pour me up another one

Cus I don't wanna be okay

No I don't wanna be okay

I cannot be by myself

I cannot be by myself

I get lost inside my own head

Why'd you let me go that day

Was there anything I could've said

Dreaming all the pain away

Drinking makes me feel safe

Pour me up another one

Cus I don't wanna be okay

No I don't wanna be okay

Last night I dreamt of you again

I feel so close

I think I'm lying again

I don't wanna be with me

Why would you

Oh why would you?

Are you lost without me too?

Or did you find somebody new?

I pour my heart into these lines

You saw me bleeding

Did you even mind?

I use my pain for my devotion

Take the pen and cut me open

Write with blood

I hope you notice

I'm numb to what you left me with

Can't off myself

You know I can't commit

Hate me all you want

I'd still let you win

You're my addiction

I could never quit

I cannot be by myself

I cannot be by myself

I get lost inside my own head

Why'd you let me go that day

Was there anything I could've said

Dreaming all the pain away

Drinking makes me feel safe

Pour me up another one

Cus I don't wanna be okay

No I don't wanna be okay

I'm laying on the floor tonight

You should see me as I almost die

Do you hear me

As I'm screaming out my lungs?

I can't breathe and I can't flee

From a past that's haunting me

Try running when you're paralyzed

Try smiling when you're traumatized

It's okay baby don't be sad

You can love and hate me

Girl I get it

I've been hard to be with

I've been hard to love

I know it's been so hard for you

I know I'm not the person that I used to be

Don't hate yourself

When you should hate me

I cannot be by myself

I cannot be by myself

I get lost inside my own head

Why'd you let me go that day

Was there anything I could've said

Dreaming all the pain away

Drinking makes me feel safe

Pour me up another one

Cus I don't wanna be okay

No I don't wanna be okay