holes in my untouched wings Lyrics

You're acting as if I was a butterfly

With holes in my untouched wings

You don't see 'cause you don't want to

That I am just a caterpillar

There you are

Telling me how I must feel

And then forcing me to talk about it

As if it were my choice

As if I had a choice

You're standing at the shore

Of an ocean of grief

Watching me drown

My lungs are filled

I'm lost in those feelings

Not finding a way out

Running out of oxygen while I'm faking sleep

I created my own version of you

For me to be pleased

And for a few seconds I was