left alone Lyrics

Everything went wrong again

Don't try to call me up i'm not there

I thought maybe this time it would be different

And my mind would be a little decent

It wouldn't had had to end so fast

The word enough seems pretty far

Wish i didn't have to try so hard

I'm not a natural i will never be and i had enough time to take it in

It's no surprise i ruined it

Maybe im to hard to handle and a little bit too fragile

I'm the nuisance that has nothing to give

Just a retched heart and some jokes about my trauma

Don't be surprise if some day i pack up and leave

Please don't ask me how i'm doing

Because i won't know what to tell you

Because on the outside i seem okay

But on the inside my brain it's eating itself

Remember that thing you used to say

You'd love me till your dying day

Well never promise more that you can perform

Because you left me here with nothing at all

Maybe im to hard to handle and a little bit too fragile

I'm the niusance that has nothing to give

Just a retched heart and some jokes about my trauma

Don't be surprise if some day i pack up and leave

What was it you had to gave me anyways

Why do i make it so hard to love me

What is it that i screw it up

Every single time

I'm not a person anymore i'm becoming a problem

That no one wants to resolve

And maybe it's the constant need of reassurance

The constant need of validation

And maybe it's a cynical response

To the fact that i'm being

Left alone