Everyday (my first song) Lyrics

Im just thinking

Maybe I should

Stop drinking

Maybe I should

Just leave

Would anyone

Even miss me

Pack my bags and I hit that road

Got a long way to go go

I ain't going home no

Where is my home tho

I dont have one, so

Ill light this joint

At the beginning was just weekends

My resolve turned to weakness

My rest turned to sleeplessness

My clarity to a mess

My serenity, to stress

Smoked weed

And Cigarettes

Every day

That is the problem

Cause I did everyday

Wasn't no stopping

Wasn't no breaks

Never took a break

Like a broken car

That just accelerates

What I didnt know there was a cliff comin

When my friend hit me and said lets sniff something

Seemed so innocent

And I was so curious

I'd just finished with my ex

So I said fuck it, yes

Aint look back since

Well I have looked back

To reflect on the past

To reflect and the shit that happened

The choices and decisions

Didn't mean it to go this far

God is my witness

God if your there I hope you forgive me

God if your there I hope that you're listening

God if your there it wasn't my intention

Wasn't my intention but I did it anyways

Smoke shit

Imma blaze

Pop pills

In a haze

Drop tabs

Heads a maze

No thanks

Shoulda said

At the beginning was just weekends

But my resolve turned to weakness

My rest turned to sleeplessness

My clarity to a mess

My serenity, to stress

Smoked weed

And sniffed that shit

Every day

Sold that shit too on the low

How it go

Next was a tab its a ritual

Even closed eyes I see visuals

Cause my heads flooded with chemicals

Not gonna lie

There where some good times

Don't regret all of it

Even if I do most of it

Well maybe just some of it

Felt good not to give a shit

So high that I cannot think

Bit of extasy

Bit of ketmine

Sniff that shit feel better g

In reality

Lost control of everything

Lost control of everything

At the beginning was just weekends

But my resolve turned to weakness

My rest turned to sleeplessness

My clarity to a mess

My serenity, to stress

Smoked weed

And cigarettes

Every day