Last Bus to the North Lyrics

I don't even know what home means anymore, um, it's not a place

That brings me comfort, it makes me feel claustrophobic and stuck

And I wanna get away but I don't know where that place is either

I don't know where it, what it means anymore

Ooh, I had it all, I had a gift

I had a dream, I had a list

All those things I'm wanting

To heal that childhood haunting

I had a voice, I had a vision

I had to come to a decision

All these things I'm wanting

Are they worth me parting?

Away from everything I know, the childhood home that I've outgrown

I put my head down to the pillow but something's following close

My crumbling mind is mumbling

Time is running outside to say it's goodbyes

But I'm not ready now, not ready now

My beautiful hope is crude

It's a joke and nude with a rope attached to it's throat

Saying "Leave me alone, I wanna go home"

I wanna go home, where's your home?

You don't know

I am on the last bus to the north and I'm getting that feeling

Am I staying or leaving, oh?

Twenty four summers gone, winter staying just a little too long

I'm feigning for a sign

I just wanna thrive

My environment is safe but that's not enough for me

Am I delusional 'cause nothings wrong yet, I hate my world

My crumbling mind is mumbling

Time is running outside to say it's goodbyes

But I'm not ready now, not ready now

My beautiful hope is crude

It's a joke and nude with a rope attached to it's throat

Saying "Leave me alone, I wanna go home"

Home hasn't felt like home in a very long time but

I really did try to find that peace inside

But these streets don't feel like mine

Home hasn't looked quite right in a very long time

It avoids my eyes and it's arms don't hug me quite as tight

As it did when I was five