let things go (say your name) Lyrics

Having problems with me letting things go

And girl I'm, hurting myself to show

And I'm hurting my mind just to say your name

And I'm breaking my heart just to play your game

Nigga living alone just to stay the same

I, I'm the only one taking blame

As soon as I met you

I think I'm in love, or is that true?

When I stand around you like statue?

And I'm breaking down looking at you?

And I'm writing this in a bad mood

Never getting ringing on my cellular

I never call back, I never cared enough

Never looked at people, now they think I'm tough

Never hear this info, never bring it up

Then I met her, I never stayed the same

I consent the patience, let us take away

So that tower Eiffel, I'mma feel the range

Maybe this is when I'mma come break my gate

I invented sadness, I'm a space cadet, and I'm flying higher, I can't see that far

In the galaxy, you know I float away, and it's getting darker, there's no more stars

Maybe turning back is releasing power I been getting like, Weiss Grimoire

And a sudden fact, I'm a nervous person

So the fear I get, I just fear it more

Having problems with me letting things go

And girl I'm, hurting myself to show

And I'm hurting my mind just to say your name

And I'm breaking my heart just to play your game

Nigga living alone just to stay the same

I, I'm the only one taking blame

Having problems with me letting things go

And girl I'm, hurting myself to show

And I'm hurting my mind just to say your name

And I'm breaking my heart just to play your game

Nigga living alone just to stay the same

I, I'm the only one taking blame

It's hard when I'm beside you

All night, I been trapped inside this lie too

"It's alright", I been trying to fucking find you

I'm done with that, I'm turning back

I see the blind truth, it's what I lack

What I lack, yeah

Maybe I'm never seeing love

Demons crawling where I walk above

Wanna figure out who I am

'Cuz who I am, isn't real enough

Lemme overdose on this medication

I been feeling better with imagination

Kill me now without hesitation

All this trying, lying, I'mma never make it

Living, growing I got hella hate

Feed it back on a dinner plate

Never see a day without a break

I'm so fucking tired of this sober state

And everyday I always gotta fucking shake

Always venting in my brain in case

Like anybody got a word to say

But I'm trapping myself in a different place