The Great Deficiency ft. Hunter Chapin Lyrics

Medicated without understanding

Dose myself every morning just to please you

The haunting day to day cycle constricting my well-being

Forcing me to seek nonexistence

Plaguing my mind with thoughts of self destruction

The void of nothingness begins to surround me

As I take my last breath before I crumble

As my being disappears into my mind

I wish it all would just fade away

As I beg for a release from the effects of this poison

Sucked into a vacuum of lifelessness

I will never amount to anything

As I emerge

I see everything on the inside

I cry out to God for guidance

I've never been so lost

This recurring instance has infected everything

Stuck in a loop of constant turmoil

I have been robbed of my innocence

I knew no other way

By the grace of God I have escaped from the prison that held me down

I did so much for you

The Great Deficiency

I have decided for myself

I chose to live

I could see it all from the inside looking out

I was killing myself trying to meet the expectations everyone else had for me

And it was never worth it

I chose to walk away

I chose to live

The Great Deficiency

The Great Deficiency

I chose to live

I chose to live