The Kid Lyrics

It's me optimistic

It's me I'm a cynic

It's me in the flesh

It's me I'm a wreck

It's me I'm authentic

It's me apathetic

It's me condescending

It's me I'm pretending

I'm pretending to be

Something I'm not

My mind is on loop

I can't turn it off

Fighting and fighting

Yet I still reprieve

As I clasp to nothing

And let go of dreams

I can't stand the mirror

And I'm losing sleep

I can't seem to stand

What I'm becoming

The older I get

The more my scars last

You wear a smile

I'll wear a mask

To come back together when falling apart

Resolve realize you can always restart

I'm quickly learning we never grow up

We simply learn lessons every time we fuck up

It's me fight for something

It's me feeling nothing

It's me I'm ambitious

It's me I'm malicious

It's me I am manic

It's me in a panic

It's me put together

It's me I am severed

From late nights and black outs

And I'm seeing red

Wake up confused

Then I only repent

I have to remember

To try to forget

My unanswered questions

And face me regret

To find where I'm lost

Then try to get out

Live in the past

Not see the now

Hold onto nothing

When I'm heading south

I can't stand the future

Cause I'm drenched in doubt

You fight for something

I'll fight my way out

To come back together when falling apart

Resolve realize you can always restart

I'm quickly learning we never grow up

We simply learn lessons every time we fuck up

To find out the reason

Where this all began

Forget who I was

Find out who I am

Finding a reason

To make something last

Try to fight for something

Let go of the past

To hold onto nothing

When you lost it all

Beg for forgiveness

And not feel resolve

Not live in the moment

But watch through the glass

You fight for something

Cause I'm fading fast

You wear a smile.

To come back together when falling apart

Then pick up the pieces of my broken heart

I'm quickly learning we never grow up

We simply learn lessons every time we fuck up