Legendz Lyrics

Oh no, I don't see it clear

Oh no, this fuckin' fear

It's got a grip on me, yeah, yeah, it has a grip

Lookin' back, tryin' to put together all the pieces

Of my past, reevaluating every reason everything that I see

Rest in peace to my people that be up in heaven

And if I'm being honest, it's because I have been missing

I know your looking down

I know you guys are with me

And to my father, I'm just hopin' that you hear me

I need to straighten up, our monsters feed the same addiction

What do I do when I'm feeling conflicted

With every motherfuckin' decision that I make

Why does everybody gotta take

I'm to the point where I'm about to break

They pushin' me to hate, my world be up in flames

Fake the smile on my face, I ain't tryin' to explain

Everything that I'm goin' through, I don't wanna bother you

These burdens that I have are mine and that's the truth

But I need to overcome them soon

If I don't, I know they will consume, then I will be doomed

I ain't tryin' to regret my life when I end up in a tomb

So with that being said, I got some shit to do

If you can relate to what I say, then this song goes to you

I lay down my emotions every single time I'm in this booth

Yeah, every single time I'm in this booth

Gettin' goosebumps when I sing, I know you feel them too

Yeah, the angels sittin' next to you

Even when you feel alone and you're doin' everything on your own

With nobody to lean on or a place to call home

I want you to know that you are strong

We all play the same game, just different levels

Everybody battlin' a different type of devil, for real

In this life, you gotta shoot to kill

What I mean is take the wheel and fuck how anybody feels

I already know that my mind is sick and ill

So what's the deal? Popping pills won't help me heal

But trust, this fuckin' music will

And still, I'm missin' all the drills

I don't know how to feel, they can beat me down

But they will never break me, I know that I've been lazy

Depression has got me lately, down in a slump

I've had enough, why am I stuck

Like what the fuck

Oh no, I don't see clear

Oh no, this fuckin' fear

It's got a grip on me, yeah

It's got a grip on me, yeah

They just wanna see me bleedin(why, why)

They just wanna see me bleedin(why, why)

Why do they want me bleedin'

Why do they want me bleedin'

Twenty years of that, been in life

I was taught some lessons that I had to learn in life

This body might be mortal, but the spirit never dies

I made a promise to my brothers, Connor and Ty

I know you guys, both flyin' high

And I'm still asking God why

Did he have to take you at a young age

I remember sittin' in the classroom when a homie mentioned your name

He told me you had passed man, I thought that he was playin

Turned out he wasn't playin

A week before you hit me up, and asked, if I could kick it

I said that I was busy, now damage is inflicted

Because I went to go get high, and I'm the one that's guilty

I won't ever get another chance to see you when it kills me

And I'm the one that's guilty

I won't ever get another chance to see you when it kills me

And I'm the one that's guilty

I don't know where my soul went

I won't fold, cause I know that

I hold more pain than what I've been showin

Overthinkin' everything, my thoughts start implodin

After that, there is emotion, and the tears get to rollin

I know too many people that died from overdoses

I think about them when I feel like overdosing

I'm puttin' this emotion, get the fuck up out my face

If you don't know my motives, people say they will support you

And really, they always boasting

Loved it when I'm down, yet when I'm up, nobody noticed it

I'm climbin' up this hill, it's not my fault, I've been exposed to it

I'm switchin' roads so that, I don't feel so alone again

I'm knowin' that I'm not the one that's in control of my own destiny

But nonetheless, I'll still be goin' in

This life, it is a blessing, so you gotta make the most of it

Gotta make the most of it

I used to sit and wonder if there was a reason for the fucked up shit to happen like it did

Before it didn't make no sense, I'm lookin' through a different lens

Now I see that everything just has a little relevance to what I'm doin' here

I know that it appears, like I'm switchin' gears

Go ghost and, then disappear

So then I will see clear and get rid of all of this fear

Cause I'm so done with feelin' like I'm boxed in

I'm so done with always bein' locked in

My head, when it tells me that I'm wrong, workin' on my calling

Upset, put on the gloves and now I get to boxin

Myself, tryin' to get him to acknowledge

He won't ever say he's finished if he never even started

I'm knowin' it will be harder not to end up like my father

I already am and I know that

Get it off my chest cause I'm tired, I thought you knew that

I ain't givin' up, I'll create and make a new path

Out of nothing, these assumptions won't ever make me hold back

My dreams so close, I almost have it in my own grasp

I'ma keep my life intact so I ain't broken like some old glass

Ever since a youngin', I've always known that

This life won't get the best of me

But we'll bring out the best of me

I'll be ten toes, two feet one deep till I'm six feet, yeah