BEGIN AGAIN Lyrics

(What if I'm holding on for way too long?

What if I beg my lover to stay?

And the things that go wrong are simply never my fault

So be kind to me so I can feel okay)

I traded honor away begging people to stay

So I can feel reassured once more

But people will change, and I guess I am the same

Grieving what I never had and what I lost

But girls don't cry, so that's not why I'm making rivers in my room

Can't sleep, can't dream, can't eat, can't be the daughter that you wish resembled you

I think about it and I'm happiest when you're crying too, but I don't wanna look like you

There was always a way to brighten my day

But you'll never find it now that I'm gone

So begin again, if only under her breath

The path lays out for you, let worry rest

There was always a way to keep me at bay

But you won't know what it is, cause I'm gone

Now begin again, your soul is free, so do the rest

Begin again, begin again, begin again

(Begin again)

What if I'm holding on for way too long?

How can I restart if everything's wrong?

Can I run away, or should I behave?

Compare my heartrate to a parade-type drum

So tell me why I can't seem to act right

Can't make up my mind if I want the spotlight

But if you look at me and see someone you wish you knew

Maybe I grew, maybe I started again