Dying Inside Lyrics

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The phone ain't even ringing I still pick it up like it is

I know you ain't text me but I still text you first

I'm dying inside but I say I'm okay

I'm smiling while holding a gun to my uh

I guess it's my fault that you don't love me

You can't trust me

I gave you everything and it crushed me

But heartbreak it don't always go both ways

To me you're doing just fine while I can't find a way

But I might not want to let go of the feeling inside

Cause even tho it fucking hurts you're still in my life

Yea this heartache it makes me feel close to you

And I don't like the pain but don't know what to do

So I put on black shades and say that I'm okay but

Truthfully I know that I be lying and my face holds

It all if you just look and try to understand my pain hoe

The memories they get me every time oh

Uh luckily I got a couple true friends that wanna help me

But what am I gon' say

That I'm dying or lying or crying everyday like

Why didn't you stay why do you hurt me this way

All the things I've been through I never died til' this day so

I can't be alone tonight

These heartaches and hurting

My inside is burning

But I guess what I learned is

Never give your all to nobody you'll end up hurting

The phone ain't even ringing I still pick it up like it is

I know you ain't text me but I still text you first

I'm dying inside but I say I'm okay

I'm smiling while holding a gun to my uh

I been battling with my depression for a while now

Look inside my eyes to see I'm hurting I'm like what now

Devil tryna get to me so I gotta be strong now

But if u ever wanna try again why can't it be now

Cause all the things you said

And all the promises

Wonder if they ever held some truth or did you lie to me

Like lie to me lie lie to me lie lie

Like lie to me lie lie to me lie lie to me lie lie lie

The phone ain't even ringing I still pick it up like it is

I know you ain't text me but I still text you first

I'm dying inside but I say I'm okay

I'm smiling while holding a gun to my