Goodnight, For Now Lyrics

No sunrise, no surprise 

To rest your eyes

You went to sleep alone last night

All pissed up and barely breathing 

Just say when and we'll go then

Something for our heads

Another dose will keep us steady

Another five and we'll be fine

Nestled tight by my side

No sunlight

In the dark all by ourselves

We hide away so no one can find us

Good morning, my glory 

It's so boring

But I have my drugs, I have my woman

Our bright eyes fuzzy but we see clearly

Like methadone you kill the pain

But I still crave real heroin

My only fear is going alone

I love you to death, but I'm dying

I need to go and leave this place for any chance of living

But we both know, don't we darling

I'm too far gone to catch my pace

I've had it, of this habit

My casket is the only place I sleep alright 

Even with the spins, I'll be alright 

In mourning, for-warning 

My story is not the fairytale you're use to 

It's just veneer set to distract you 

I'm sinking down in my own shell

Trapped in my head in my own hell

The only way I'll make it out is to come out and face the sound

But I'm way to scared to turn back now

Reality is so fucking loud 

So I scream and shout to drown it out 

And medicate to numb myself

I scream and shout and wave my arms

To get attention and sound alarms 

But nobody cares about my wellbeing 

So I'm giving up, I'm leaving