somebody else Lyrics

Too many thoughts

Too many emotions

They shoot all at once

Hard to keep focus

Used to be focused

I used to smile without thinking about whether somebody noticed

The kid behind cigarette smoke and

Screens that hid who I was

The man that I am

21 isn't forever, that's something you find on a tag

Of something that you shouldn't wear

You got no drip

On these late nights

I get nose drip

On LA nights

I done paid fines

For the strongest of herbs

The medicinal healing of potions (I drown in Patron, it's an ocean)

Lately I question my motives

I've really been feeling so hopeless

My shorty hands me a lotus

But I break it down and I toke it

Someone send me up to Mars

So I could wish upon the stars

I was somebody else

I was somebody else

But I

Hate reenacting au revoir's

I wasn't casted for these parts

I ain't somebody else

I ain't somebody else

Blacking out in backyards

My momma is crying

My homies are laughing

It's beautifully balanced

I got tar in my lungs

Pinot noir in my chalice

A heart bleeding blue like it's Dallas (sadness)

Fuck bruises, I'm calloused

On these colder nights, I see northern lights

My pain saturating off of acid

Aurora borealis paint on my palette (canvas)

Shades of my madness

On solar eclipses, I Push out my Malice

Pull on your love like a magnet

For the 20-somethings feeling stuck

Know that I got you through all of my sins and the baddest of habits

But Logic still clips all my feelings and talents

Can't find them tools for the damage

Somebody fix me

Shit is like Westworld, been feeling NPC

And Gen Z too PC

But I still love you, you're the reason I still be

Singing to get out this simulation

Stashing my avatar in the basement

Out of character always my character

Guarantee life is a bitch and she wasted (gotta cherish her)

I still be worried about what is next

How could I not when my life is a mess?

Bouncing from houses to houses and beds

But if I could go back I'd still do it again

It's engrained in my flesh, motherfuck a regret

Kill my depression

For therapy, I do these studio sessions

Someone send me up to Mars

So I could wish upon the stars

I was somebody else

I was somebody else

But I

Hate reenacting au revoir's

I wasn't casted for these parts

I ain't somebody else

I ain't somebody else