EST J Lyrics

Grandma called say she proud of me but I ain't done enough

Mama stressed say she tired of working time to run it up

I'm the oldest son no time for feelings gotta keep 'em tucked

Bitches crying pouring out they heart but I don't feel nothin

Dusse with the music only time I get a chill button

Time is money play with either one I feel like killing somethin

Love ain't meant for me I locked my heart up for like 10 summers

Moving synchronized with all my niggas like some line drummers

Only motivation I get lately is from my nightmares

Show me that you different from these bitches and I might care

Said it ain't gon fly so ima take a couple kites there

Just to test my luck so if you curious I'm right there

Ain't no reconciling once you cross me I don't fight fair

I miss what's her name I used to fuck and keep my pipe there

Once I flipped a mode I copped my chain and put some ice there

I call my glock pest control we active when some mice there

It's one and done

I could never tell a bitch bout what I feel inside

Pull up with yo bestie let me show the things I fantasize

I could sell a bitch a million dreams but still won't tell a lie

Blame me if you want 'cause I'm a monster when I come alive

Lost track of my hoes 'cause once they outta sight they outta mind

Like to switch em up I keep some Aries and some Geminis

Little bitch she gorgeous she a Pisces told her never mind

They come by the dozens I ain't tripping tell em get in line

She could change her hair but that don't change the fact I'm hitting that

You be crying to her she pull up on me with honey packs

She ask where the old me bitch he dead and he ain't coming back

Covid stopped my sharking safe to say I gotta run it back

It's always a problem when I tell em how I'm feeling

That's why I don't speak my mind and work that shit up to the ceiling

This for every nigga said I wasn't nothing look how I'm living

I be flying cross the country just to pay my barber visits

We ain't countin' pockets just be careful how you speak to me

I done fumbled baddies how I get em back so easily

Used to have her fly out straight to Cali just to freak with me

Now I broke her heart and she won't even speak her peace with me

Well I guess I'm in that mode then

Tickets after tickets I told Kase let's book a show then

Niggas sending shit on Instagram all in they close friends

Heard they buying streams to keep it settled on the low end

Keller why you trippin nah they didn't think I'd react

Most I ever seen was 5 niggas on every stage he at

Why they acting like I'm new to this I'll show em how to rap

Starstruck did 100k and all my royalties could match nigga