Monster ft. Madilyn Mackensie Lyrics

I'm lying to myself I can't keep up with my sharade

Drugs and Alcohol to keep up with the mundane

It's driving me insane I can't identify myself

When I walk among the strangers that don't know how to help

Am I evil itself?

I'm a monster and I left it all behind

She loved me and then she went and changed her mind

Cuz she saw what I had hidden in my mind

I can grow a hundred feet tall just to let everybody down

I could hold a rose up miles high just to be your loveless clown

And when the day is done I'll have to barricade the truth

That someone like me just can't last with someone like you

Am I doomed? doomed? doomed?

Doomed? Doomed? Doomed?

Doomed? Doomed? Doomed?

Doomed? Doomed? Doomed?

I'm a monster and I left it all behind

She loved me and then she went and changed her mind

Cuz she saw what I had hidden in my mind

I feel like I know myself but I dont see 'em to often

I feel like I know myself but I dont see 'em to often

I feel like I know myself but I dont see 'em to often

I feel like I know myself but I dont see 'em to often

"Don't forget about the past," that's what they say when you wanna leave

They talk about the good times but I just can't believe

That, that's the way you look at me when I try to fill you in

That this is the dark side of me that I have always been

I'm a monster and I left it all behind

She loved me and then she went and changed her mind

Cuz she saw what I had hidden in my mind