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All my darkest thoughts have Risen from the grave

If i let them in I'll never let Them leave

I've been talking to you trying To make ends meet

If I scream it louder will you Answer me

I'm drowning I'm drowning Here

I'm drowning why won't you Save me

I'm drowning I'm drowning Here

I'm drowning why won't you Save me?

I guess I'm stranded

Like a man upon a planet

I didn't plan it this way for it to Be this manic

So i panic anxiety shooting Through the attic

I don't even understand it Frankly I'm just trying to Manage all the pain

What's gotten into me

I'm fighting to stay sane

I already know life will never Be the same

Save me from myself

I'm self destructive

I've already been in hell

Changed man but i still Question if I'm good enough

If i deserve happiness or should I be hooded up

Numb to everything and acting Like i don't exist

It's either that I'm upset Confused or pissed

Living is not as easy as Expected

Chaos all around me I'm so Reckless

Drowning in my thoughts I'm Feeling helpless

Tempted by the smoke that Made me Breathless

I'm drowning

I'm drowning here

I'm drowning

Why won't you save me?

I'm drowning

I'm drowning here

I'm drowning

Why won't you save me

I have demons on each side

Bargaining over my shoulder

The heat magnified

I started to smoke and smolder

Attacking my pride

Reminding me that I'm older

Couldn't run or hide

As their weight began to feel Like boulders

The devil's smile stretched Wide on each side

Then Entered my soul as my Heart grew colder

As my heart grew colder

Entered my soul as my heart Grew colder

See there's a reason why I'm Pushing you away

I'm saving you from me but You really want to Stay

I'm helping you to heal you Don't want to go Away

So please just lock me out Before it's too late

Wishing I could dream again

Hoping I don't lose my friends

I've been feeling kind of distant

Cause i can really die in an Instant