Ateet Lyrics

Soke uthu toh uthaye na voh call meri

(When I wake up she doesn't pick up my call)

Tu sach sach batana kya hu zindagi pe bojh teri

(Am I a burden on you)

Pehle wali baat toh abb rahi nahi

(It isn't like it used to be)

Ham saath mei par saath mei ham tab bhi nahi

(We are together but somehow we're still not together)

Mai sochna nahi chahta tere baare mei abb

(I don't want to think about you anymore)

Kambakht yeh khayal meri sunte hi nahi

(These damn thoughts won't listen to me)

Uthata hu kalam soch ke ki likhu kuch

(I pick my pen with the intention to write)

Lagata hu marham soch ke ki theek ho kuch

(I believe that it'll get better with time)

Na shayhi ki mere kaagaz pe chaap aa rahi

(But I can't feel the ink on my paper anymore)

Na halka ho raha mann pe jo hai ghaav bhari

(Neither the scars on my soul are getting better)

Mai dekhta hu stories teri abb bhi

(I still watch your stories)

Tu dikhti hai khush mujhe hasti

(I see that you are happy)

Mai sochta hu karu tujhe call roz

(I think about calling you daily)

Pretty empty it seems mera call log

(My call log is all empty now)

Dry replies tere lagte sahara jaise

(Your dry replies feel like a dessert/and last hope)

Aankhein nam roz hoti khudse puchu kaise

(How do my eyes get wet every day I ask myself)

Lucky me if you pick up my call

Uthale call tab deti tu jawab nahi

(But when you pick up you don't answer)

Phone kaatu bass tu rehti iss firaq mei

(You're always making excuses to hang up)

Sometimes I wonder yeh sabb itna kaise hua

(Sometimes I wonder how did it change so quickly)

Shayad pohonchi nahi upar tak maangi thi jo dua

(I guess my prayers weren't strong enough)

Tu dikhti hai saath mere dosto ke

(I see you with my old friends)

Udaa diye dhajiya mere hoslon ke

(It has shattered me from the inside)

Kya sahi hai bulana unhe dost abb

(Would it be right to call them friends now)

Jinko soch ke mai khud ko hi kosta

(I feel bad while thinking about it in the first place)

Bulate nahi mujhe kisi abb mehfil mei voh

(They don't call me anymore)

Par mai maanta hu bhai unhe jaise bhi ho

(But I still consider them brothers even after what they did)

Tu aayi nahi thi parso mere show mei

(You didn't even come to see me perform the other day)

Messed up kari repetitive calls maine

(I was so messed up I called you again and again)

Iss point pe tu hi hai all I can think of

(At this point you are all I can think about)

Lagta tu hai every time my phone rings up

(I feel it's you every time my phone rings up)

Fuck it I don't care tere dost kya bakte hai

(Fuck it I don't care what your friends say)

Ek last chance dono deserve karte hai

(Both of us deserve a last chance)

Maatha band abb kuch likha nahi jaa raha

(My head isn't working right now, I can't write anything)

Mann nahi lagta uss ghar mei jaha khushboo hai teri koshish karu baithne ki par tika nahi jaa raha

(I don't feel like staying in this house anymore, cause it smells like you)

Aaj chehre pe shikan aur shikast hai

(I feel like it's all over finally)

Kaise samjhaye meri life mei tu must hai

(How do I explain that you are a part of me now)

Affirmation dedu want nahi tu need hai

(You are not my want, you are the need)

I know I am guilty and I plead it

Khwahish toh aakhiri marne walo se bhi poochte hai

(Even the people going to die are asked about their last wish)

Na tumne bulaya na mai aaya kya ham itne gir chuke hai

(Neither did you call me, nor did I go, are we this low)

Sochu kabhi kabhi toh aata khayal ek

(Sometimes I wonder)

When I was leaving na poocha tune sawal ek

(When I was leaving you didn't even try to stop me)

Baat toh abb bhi fer wahi ho rahi hai

(I feel it's still the same)

Faaslein itne zyada doori tay nahi ho rahi hai

(The distance in our relationship is increasing)

Teri yaadein abb bhi saath hai

(But I still have your memories)

Kam yeh kaise ho jo beech mei hai faasle

(I wonder how do we reduce these distances)

Ek hi tujhse hai darkhaast abb

(I only had one request now)

Aake boll de nahi lautungi

(Tell me you won't return)

Aur karde aazad abb

(And let me be free)