It Aint Easy Lyrics

I march to the beat of my own drum

Sometimes i lose rhythm forget what i am and i focus on isn't

Instead my present my past is my prison my mind would escape it and then it revisit

The things I remembered they ruin my feelings my confidence rocky it wasn't appealing

Inside was a murder a hell of a killing something was missing and wasn't appearing

Wanted to trust but it came with a cost why would i wanna put up with the billing

Sometimes i cried my eyes were tearing I put up a wall like im making a building

Things got hotter than food when its searing things had to turn but i had to be willing

Hurting so much i was ready for healing

It was me against the world like scarface had my head down like em lookin at the dirt

Had to put my heart in a hard case felt locked out like I need a password

Stuck between a rock and a hard place my chest and my motherfuckin back hurt

No sunshine just in a dark place had to move forward not backward

Now dont get twisted i never blamed god for the shit i was living

The devil was busy and working against us he keep us in check in a awkward position

The truth of the matter I never lost faith I got in my way

Im human it happens what more can I say? happy i ended up stronger today

It aint easy I pray that i lose all the demons i have

And learn from my past while keeping the devil up off of my ass

It aint easy things can get heated and burn what you have

It aint easy I walk through the fire and duck all the blasts

It aint easy I pray that you give me the strength in my hands

It aint easy to pick up my burdens to throw in the trash

It aint easy I walk through the fire and duck all the blasts

It aint easy I walk through the fire and duck all the blasts

Am i lucky or blessed? I don't know If i had to pick one maybe both

Im welcoming both like a host till im up like a glass at a toast

I don't care about being the goat Im studying positive quotes

And loving myself the most when im gone im gone no ghost

Right now, i gotta walk through the fire like Shakah Khan i aint stoppin none

I aint tellin lies like a type of con I ain't selling games like a shop and pawn

And i dont care about who got the biggest guns what i truly truly wanna focus on

Is loving my family helping a stranger and loving thy neighbor

Hard when surrounded by evil and haters Its crazy behavior

Its hard not to snap like a turtle and gators let me get to the point like the tip of a saber

I hope that I make it out before my world start to plummet god give me speed in my legs to start running

Things have been slow for me maybe its something maybe it's something that i dont see coming

Breathing is hard but my oxygen coming I am not yet what i know im becoming

I know what its like to be hunter and hunted the things that i needed are just what i wanted

All of your failures can make you feel haunted one day ima make it and then ima laugh

Telling them demons to kiss my ass

It aint easy I pray that i lose all the demons i have

And learn from my past while keeping the devil up off of my ass

It aint easy things can get heated and burn what you have

It aint easy I walk through the fire and duck all the blasts

It aint easy I pray that you give me the strength in my hands

It aint easy to pick up my burdens to throw in the trash

It aint easy I walk through the fire and duck all the blasts

It aint easy I walk through the fire and duck all the blasts