COLDEST DAYS Lyrics

I've been going through a lot of things lately

And so I'm trying to find my way up out the dark

You feel me

I'll be damned if ama let hard time change me

I'm trying to find my way up out the dark

And all you gotta feel me

Yeah

It was twenty nineteen I think a part of me died

Just when I wanted to marry then I got disqualification by

The woman I chose to spend my whole life with

Now I gotta live with the fact that I'll never show ma teeth I

Wish I could disappear with no traces at all

My hearts a time bomb

I only got three seconds to go cause

I'm just an empty body my spirit ain't got no channel

Walking through the filter the residue's on the funnel but how

Can that be possible nickle am the impossible huh

King of the jungle disintegrate every obstacle that

Comes in ma way and

I live my life like every day's a weekend

So real I find it hard to pretend

I only had a drop

But I finna turn this shit into a deep end

Verse

I've been going through a lot of things lately

And so I'm trying to find ma way up out the dark

You feel me

I'll be damned if ama let hard time change me

I'm trying to find ma way up out the dark

And all you gotta feel me

New era

Yeah

I'm a twenty seven year old nigga without a job ay

You probably thinking ma favourite place is the club but I

Hate noise and I'm allergic to these crowded places

Recovering alcoholic gotta clear my databases you ain't

A God so don't you hurry to judge me

I've been sending applications but nobody has called see

I'm tired of waiting

Plus I've got a son that looks up to me

It's hard to be creative with this bogus economy

The system's compromised they gotta check it's anatomy

Or else we finna have the greatest error of sodomy better

Stay sharp and never let'em see ma blunt side

Ready or not nickle you can't hide

Them challenges will get you anyways just promise me you'll never let them take your Life Away one verse

I've been going through a lot of things lately

And so I'm trying to find ma way up out the dark

You feel me

I'll be damned if ama let hard time change me

I'm trying to find ma way up out the dark

And all you gotta feel me

Huh

I had to be discreet cause I had lots of shit to swallow

Started burning trees became a king at riding solo

I searched for inner peace sometimes I wish that I could borrow or

Exchange the pain and hopelessness for something mellow

Yeah we all got issues and choose to fight in silence

Pretend that yall is happy deep inside chaotic violence

That the body can not handle

And people start to notice

Next thing you know it's questions you can't run like you's a tortoise

But one thing that you should know is

God has got the power

I called upon his name and suddenly the verse recovered

Now I'm

So sharp and I don't even have a blunt side

Ready or not nigga you can't hide

Them challenges will get you anyways

Just promise me you'll never let them take your life away one verse

I've been going through a lot of things lately

And so I'm trying to find my way up out the dark

You feel me

I'll be damned if ama let hard time change me

I'm trying to find my way up out the dark

And all you gotta feel me