IDKY Lyrics

I don't know why

Yeah yeah

And I don't know why

It's so hard for me to change

I don't want to stay the same

Maybe I'm used to the pain

And I don't know why

You still all in my brain

Don't want to think 'bout this no more

But I can't win this game

And I don't know why

It's so hard for me to change

I don't want to stay the same

Maybe I'm used to the pain

And I don't know why

You still all in my brain

Don't want to think 'bout this no more

But I can't win this game

Yeah I'm a rock star

Money Mixtape ain't makin' itself

I got some dreams don't care if I fail

Makin' the most of my life down here

Never gone loose 'cause I don't play fair

The ones that I pass gone prolly hate yeah

Miss you much and I really hate that

Never needed you but I want you here

Yeah I want you here baby want you back

I could text you but I wont do that

You stole my heart didn't want to loose that

But it's gone now and I can't look back

Yeah I'll never do that shit again

Got to learn from the mistakes

Everybody want to be rich won't do what it takes

I'm keepin' it true ain't cool with the fakes

And I don't know why

It's so hard for me to change

I don't want to stay the same

Maybe I'm used to the pain

And I don't know why

You still all in my brain

Don't want to think 'bout this no more

But I can't win this game

When you put on that mask can't see yo face

I told you that it's gone be ok

Talk to myself in the mirror everyday

I don't listen to a thing that I say yeah

So stuck in my ways

That's prolly why it's hard for me to change

Hella trust issues I'm walkin' away

Don't got no patience ain't playin' no games yeah

Huh

I got to watch out for myself

Homie I can't even trust myself

Substance abuse gone fuck my health

Calms my nerves takin' it 'cause it helps

Just wanna feel calm swear I mean well

I ain't really tryna be a junkie for real

My anxiety gone get me killed

I got to pay for these motherfuckin' bills

Got to make sure I got enough for the pills

If I can't get fucked I don't want to live

Bad habits I got I don't want to give

Reason I'm glad that I don't have a kid

Cause if they ever did what I did

I don't know how I would forgive

Myself for teaching them all that shit

Yeah I'm so lost sometimes

Yeah I'm so lost sometimes

Yeah

And I don't know why

It's so hard for me to change

I don't want to stay the same

Maybe I'm used to the pain

And I don't know why

You still all in my brain

Don't want to think 'bout this no more

But I can't win this game