Starting to drown Lyrics

I've been starting to drown, no one there to save me

Oh girl, I'm going through some bullshit and it's fucking with my head

Battle all these demons but I'm wishing I was dead

Kicking all the habits, now I'm kicking all the meds

I'm in love with pain, like a tattoo on my skin

I'm chilling at the crib and my heart is aching

I can see it in your eyes, yeah you're hella faking

I've been feeling down, I don't think I'll make it

I've been starting to drown, no one there to save me

I was getting off the meds but, yeah

This shit's been fucking with my head

I'm alive but it's like I'm already dead

I'm cold inside, how am I expected to live

Oh, I think there's something wrong with me

There's a loss of vision

Oh, it's like I need this pain in my life just to feel something

Oh girl, I'm going through some bullshit and it's fucking with my head

Battle all these demons but I'm wishing I was dead

Kicking all the habits, now I'm kicking all the meds

I'm in love with pain, like a tattoo on my skin

I'm chilling at the crib and my heart is aching

I can see it in your eyes, yeah you're hella faking

I've been feeling down, I don't think I'll make it

I've been starting to drown, no one there to save me

I've been starting to drown, no one there to save me